I confess I feel like shit. I don't feel like typing it all tonight as I planned on going to bed a while ago but can't sleep. Which is rare for me normally I pass out when my head hits the pillow!
So many things going on, so many things within the last week. I didn't realize how much I'd miss my bf when he left.. I knew it was going to be harder when the days go by but, I was so annoyed and tired by so many small things with him but now that he's gone back home..
I feel so out of touch with him, we never really get the time to talk to each other, to know what's going on in our lives..
I'll type more about it tomorrow..
Been a while since I've been this depressed.. I'm also afraid part of it is due to my meds.. I have poison ivy right next to my eye and started taking prednisone(I think that's right) and I can't remember if I took any today but I don't think I did and I know it can cause depression and such so if I just went cold turkey off it today I could see why I'd be effected now.. I'll take my correct dose tomorrow, just hope I can get some sleep. Another long day tomorrow. sigh